I guess by now, u all should know wut i feel..sooooo tired...tired for being a student..tired for being a husband..tired of being a father..whateva!!
Looking back at the same date, last year..I am enjoying my life as a man with a beautiful wife and a great job..But, at that exact time..am I really happy??..the answer is still the same..I feel tired..and I am not happy..I'm too bz solving peoples problem..work as much as i could and make other people become richer..hehe..(sorry bos!!)..so boring to the extent that i feel like i work my ass off..but the return is soo little..so..I look at myself and think..what did i do wrong?..so I came to the conclusion that I need to further my studies..maybe bcoz i'm only a diploma holder..the opportunity for me to improved myself is too narrow..
Here I come..at this very moment..being a husband, a father and a full time student..am I happy?..hehe..nope.. i don't expect that this answer will appear now..so..I dun make any significant progress..same feeling last year..same feeling now..
But, being a muslim, we alwiz being reminded to believe in faith (Qada' & Qadar)..and I do believe in my faith..Allah knows best..I might not enjoy my life now..but i did enjoy the precious moment of realising that I could further my study..I did really enjoy the wonderful moment knowing that I could leave my stupid client with all their nonsense problem..I did enjoy that and still do..
So..the conclusion is simple..maybe we are asking too much..stop doing that!! be grateful and pray to god for guidance and mercy..InsyaAllah..one day..the final destiny that we are looking for will finally become reachable..at that very moment..will we enjoying it??..YES..YES..and..YES..Amin..
